Good times
I went into work at 11:45, and since i was the first one there, James asked me if I wanted to go home and come back at 2. I said hell yeah. You can make so much more money when you only work a night shift on Saturday than a double.... doesn't make sense does it? But I swear by it.
Last night was out MIT ceremony, we have 3 lovely MITs. I have a Little... Melissa.... shes such a sweet heart! I want to do so much for her this semester. After the progressive dinner and ceremony, some of us went to Julies and watched Sex and the City... I need to say before I go any further... this was not a SAI function, and none of us had pins or letters on.... therefore.... yeah we had fun. Julie, Jen, and I all live in the same complex so we just had to walk home... which meant... yes... more for us. I had to go back to my apt and put my uniform in the washer. I was a bit drunk and all the KKY boys were over. I sat down on the floor and eventually laid down. Then Julie and Jen came over to check on me... they were like oh god, shes on the floor, she ok? I was great. My drunkenness wore off and then Julie was gone. We eventually came back to my apt so I could put clothes in the dryer, and Julie fell out of her chair.... it was funny. Mer hadn't had anything to drink, so she was just laughing at us. Anyways.... yeah so that about sums it up. Jen and I walked Julie back to her apt and from there I came home, went to bed, went to work, and alas, now I am here. Good times.....
Ponderances
I'm going to have a computer soon... hopefully Donna said that AJ is going to fix up her old one for me. Its nothing spectacular, but its enough to run AIM, and check email. yay! I didn't go to any of my morning classes today, I am in such a horrible rut! But I have to go to Band at 2...bleh! Hmmm.... still don't know what I want to do with my life. Kinda sucks.... Mer and I stayed up till about 3 talking last night. We talked about some odd things. Things in SAI have cleared up a bit... we had a meeting yesterday and got everything out on the table. So thats better. We have out MIT Ceremony and Progressive Dinner tonight, so I gotta come home after band and get prettied up . KKY is having some activity over here, so I should clean my room tonight. My closet is on my floor.... LOL! Well that about sums it all up....
My mind is lost!
I have no idea what I want to do with my life. This has been plaging me a lot lately. I thought I had it all figured out, but the more this semester goes on, the less I know. Grrr! I am intrested in music therapy, but I don't want to transfer. I don't think I want to be a band director... Gah! I need help, Im losing my mind.
Schiesse!
Ahhh...overdrawn checking account + homework + messy apartment + bills + car payments + shitty job + sai = slightly annoyed, stressed out AnnieCan't say too much about SAI on here, but just to sum things up... I am a bit annoyed with some people in our chapter, and the way things have been handled this semester and how people see things... okay Im done with that.Shitty job: I am so tired of tipping out on weekends. on saturday I made 80 bucks before tip out, and I walked with 50 because I tipped out more than 30 bucks! What kind of crap is that. Plus people were being really shitty all day on saturday. Sunday was a little better, but yeah.... gah! i am going to get some job applications tonight, fill then out and bring them back on Wed and Thursday this week.Car Payments: because of my shitty job, I am not able to keep my payments on schedule. I am now 2 months behind, but because of rent coming up, I can't make a payment this week... I am trying to get my brother to loan me some money so I have this stress off my back.Bills: This includes rent, credit cards, pretty much anything that i can think of. I am having major issues because I cannot work enough hours to cover what i need... gah again!Messy apt: Oh man, its bad, well thsi kitchen is really the only bad thing. after getting job apps, I am going to clean my apt, including the kitchen, living room, my room. my bathroom..... everything. I need to go to the store and get new vaccum bags.Homework: this also includes studying and just school in general... again I just need some more time in the day to get everything done. I am in such a rut right now with school that I really dont have very much desire to do better and get things done better.Overdrawn checking account: this comes back to my shitty job again.. yeah.... this one is self explainitory.Okay... Im better now. I didn't go to German today, but I had done all my homework, but yeah... I just didn't feel like going. I went almost a whole week of going to ALL my classes, but alas....Well I am going to go downstairs and wait for Mer to get done with her Poli Sci test, were going to go to lunch after she is done. Mood: FRAZZLED, annoyed, and yeah...Oh but I did see Sex and the City last night... YAY, good ending! :)
Stories from TMEA
My my my, what a crazy weekend it was....weekend? Lol, since Thursday really....
Thursday: Didnt take my ear training singing test because I #1 wasnt ready, and #2, Mer didn't take hers yet and I told her that I would wait because then we could tell Chave that we had tried to come by on Wed and he wasn't there blah blah. I was supposed to miss a Social Psychology test and take the make up at the end of the semester, so I didn't worry about studying right? WRONG! Dr. Pool emailed me back and told me that he had to move to the test to Tuesday (tomorrow) because we were behind the schedule for test.... oh thats right, thats what I should be doing right now... studying! Hmmm... So we left about 2 to go to San Antonio for TMEA.... we took Jen's car, I drove from Temple, it wasnt a bad drive at all. I like the speed limits on 35S, its 70, which means I can go 80 hehe. We stopped in San Marcos because Briana and Jen wanted to go to the Outlet Mall, they took forever at this damn store. I love them both to death.... but I am the type of person that when I am driving somewhere, I don't like to stop unless it is absoulutley nescessary. So yeah, that went against my plan. Oh well... So we finnaly got to our hotel, which was wonderful... the beds... OMG the beds! Im such a nerd! Well then we got reayd to go to dinner, it was almost 11 when we left, and by then everything was closed... so we ended up going to Dennys. It was nasty.... then we ended up at the hotel where the KKY people were staying... they stayed in a Days Inn... it was sooo sad. The headboards were nailed into the walls. It was depressing and the beds sucked.... I felt bad for Mer, and everyone else... So somehow, Tunde and Carraway ended up coming back to our hotel with us... I don't remeber what was said, but yeah. So were going to bed, it was Me, Jen, and Tunde in one bed and Briana and Carraway in the other. I couldn't sleep so I got on the floor with some pillows and a blanket and then Tunde got up and stepped on me on his way to the bathroom. Then I heard the shower turning on.... Jen had literally kicked him out of bed. I hadn;t gotten any sleep yet. Then he got out of the shower and decided to sleep in the chair. I woke up and realized she had the whole bed to herself so I was liek screw the floor. I tried so hard to move her, and wake her up, I was not sucessful.... so I just jumped in bed as fast as I could... Finnaly I got some sleep and then of course, the alarm went off.
FRIDAY: I was so tired, and bitchy all day. I had to apologize to Jen and Briana for that. We went to the convention, it was nice, we didnt go to any clinics, but we saw a few bands and choirs... yay recital lab credit. I saw the UNT A Capella choir, they were really good, but I fell asleep, I was so damn tired. Jermaine, Carraway, and Rene Pena ended up going to dinner with Jen, Briana and I. Well were exiting the parking garage and a honking war started. It was fucking hilarious. Jermaine leaned over and started honking the Bolero theme on the horn and then he finised and it was silent. We were laughing and this guy goes HONKKKKK! Then this lady came out and everyone stopped and this one dumbass honked his horn, and I raised my hands up *I was driving Jens car* and the shakes her finger at him, so when we finnaly got out of there I just layed on the horn. Hehe.... Dinner was fun, we went to Chuys, we had to wait forever tho...but the food was pretty good, but the whole time we were there this lady was drunk and laughing, but it wasnt jsut a hehehe laugh, it was a damn cackle, we were making fun of her the whole meal. Everyone in the restuarant was getting pissed at her. SO then we went back to the Days Inn, and we were going to drink, well it started Sleeting and we had to get back to our hotel, or stay, well, I didnt want to stay, so we had to leave early, and take our stuff back to our hotel. Well... we still had Tunde's bag, so that got everything upstairs for us... We didnt drink that much, we had like one each and then went to bed.
SATURDAY: Jen and Briana left at about 10 to go shopping..again...and then they got back and we checked out and stuff. Went downtown to the convention... the 4A All State concert, which my student Kim is in... was at 1:30, we were looking for a parking spot for almost 2 hours, and missed the performance. We are definatley staying downtown next year, booking the hotel in like November! We went to a clinic that Briana wanted to go to, and that was about it... We didn't do much on Saturday, it was more like a wasted day, which sucked. Tunde got his bag and we headed home, We spent an hour getting out of downtown and back to 35N. But after that, we were fine, I slept about the whole way back. We stopped in Georgetown and went to Chipotle and Starbucks. I got free coffee because I smiled at the Barista and told him that I was poor so I wasn't going to get anything. Jen was upset, but oh well hehe... Then I layed down in her backseat and slept the rest of the way home. Woke up in Arlington when we were dropping off Briana, got in the front, kinda in daze. Got back to my apartment, talked to Mer a bit and went to bed....
SUNDAY: I had to work, I was dead, I had to be there at 11:15, I didn't even think about requesting it off. But I was supposed to be off at 3, but they were understaffed, I didn't leave until 6:30. I was pissed! Oh well, and then I went to Nancys and watched SATC, and tivo didnt get the last few minutes... so I have no idea what happened with Big! I am sooo bad. She set it re-record it later, but still... grrr! Then I headed back to Arlington, studied German a bit and went to bed. At 1am, Mer called, she had just gotten out of her KKY meeting, and she needed me to come get her... so I did. And then went to bed.
MONDAY: Didn't even hear my alarm this morning. I woke up at 10:45, completely missed Theory and said screw it to my German test... I wasn't ready anyways. I am going to try to take the test during the 9am class on Wed, and then go to my 11am class.... But I need to email her. I have a lot of old hw I need to do for that class. At least she is nice about make up tests.... Gott Sie Dank! Then I went to Band and percussion class... and yeah. I was going to go see Donna *AJs Mom* but Rob came up today, so yeah, she didn't awnser her phone.... which is completley okay! I am so happy for her. So I went and washed my car, went to dinner with Mer and Buck 'N Loons. Our waiter was pretty cute and I colored on the kids menu and I made him look like a Show girl, and he laughed at me and I did as well... And as we were leaving he told me to keep my smile, it looks good on me. hehe! BTW, I look like abosulte crap today... so yeah.... He didn't tell us his name tho, so I have to go back in there, and point him out to the host.... Then we went to the mall so she could find some jeans... and then to Target. Came home, studied Psyc for a bit and now I am in the library doing this... Ahhh.... Isn't college wonderful!?!????
So I think that covers it....
So much to do
I really need to get some stuff done before I leave tomorrow for TMEA. I am soo excited. I have a Psychology test on Thursday, but he gives a big make up test at the end of the semester, so I am just going to take that one, also, this way I don't have to worry about studying, while trying to do 5 million other things. On Monday I got my hair cut, I like it A LOT! Even more than last time, I also finally got the guts to get my eyebrows waxed. It really didnt hurt as bad as I thought it would and it looks a million times better. I have to go to court today to take care of my ticket. Laura is going with me. What a good friend. hehe.... Well Im not paying it today, but I have to go before the 15th to see if I can do defensive driving or at least set up payments for my ticket. Well Yeah, this is the second week in a row that I haven't had a lesson. BAH! But niether of them have been my fault, so I can still miss a few later in the semester. My goals for next week is to go to everyone of my classes, everyday. Jen laughed at me in the car when I started naming off my classes. I have a bunch of them when I sit down and think about it. I have a German test on Monday when I get back... blah! I am going to call Brandi from work and see if she will pick up my shift Sunday morning because there is no way in hell that I will be a happy person Sunday morning and even come close to making decent money. Well I must depart to go to band and stop on my way down to visit with Dr. Hunt. hehe!
Where oh Where did my Weekend go?
Most people save their weekends to do "important" things... right? Like clean out your car, do your past due German homework, do laundry, and maybe relax? Am I mistaken here? Because I got absolutely nothing accomplished this weekend except for Theory hw which was done about midnight Sunday. I had about an hour before I had to leave for work on Friday once I got back to my apt. I found out how much my ticket will be: $255 blah! Then I got home from work about 11 and then Jen came over and we watched What Not To Wear, because no dvd connections in the living room and then she left because I was very sleepy and so was she. Then on Saturday I left for work at 9:15, got home at 11:30 (from work!). I worked the floor from 10:15-3 and then I ran food from 3:30-9:45, I was beat. I could barely even climb my stairs to my apt it was horrible! My knees are still hurting. So there went my ENTIRE Saturday. I was supposed to work Sunday morning but I kinda didnt make it in. I slept until about 1:30 and I didn't even call in. Im going to tell them that I had a family emergency and just leave it at that. I went to visit my mom because she was really lonely, which wasnt a big deal, we went to dinner and stuff so it was fun. And then I went to Nancys and watched Sex and the City! I cant believe... yeah.... if you have seen it you know what Im talking about, I dont want to destory it for anyone who hasnt seen it. Then I got home, did theory, took while because 2 people were over and yeah, went to bed. I accomplished nothing this weekend, so now I have a long list of things that I have to do before I go to SA because I don't want to come home to a mess... because yeah... no good. Well I must depart for percussion class. I have a music lit test tomorrow, so after I go get my hair trimmed and eyebrows done *eeek!* I am going to be studying with Jen and whomever else is coming over. Yay.... Isn't college wunderbar? Im retarted ;) oppps i mean retarded :)
Too Much to do... Why am i on here?
So yeah, I just got done with clarinet sectionals... who-hoo! I was supposed to have a lesson today but Dr Jessup is ill. No good considering we need to find a new mouthpiece for me because the one that I bought in 8th grade has finnaly been laid to rest. On Monday when I was putting my reed on and I noticed something looked funny so I ran my finger over it and part of the mouthpiece tip chipped off. I was so depressed. That was a good little mouthpiece. So I went to Jessups office on Tuesday and asked her if she had one I could use until we got a better one and now my tone is really nasaly. Really gross. I'm so depressed!
I didn't make it to theory or german this morning. I woke up at 10:45... theory started at 10... lol and I figured I might as well just take the mroning off and not go to german either. I have so much crap I have to do after percussion class today. Were having an SAI rush function at my apt and our apt is a disaster, and I have to cook, clean, shower... yeah all this cant happen in 2 hours. I am so tired of school.... well I NEED to look up hotels for TMEA. Who-hoo!
Just wasting time before class
I have class in 13 minutes... Social Psychology. I am considering skipping today, I don't feel well and I am very tired! I wish I had more hours in a day, I never have enough time to get everything done. I feel like crap, so I called Azle today and told the band director that I wasn't coming in today because I don't want to get everyone sick, so I am going to reschedule for Thursday. This way I have the whole night off tonight to get everything done that I need to do. Plus Cindy's recital is tonight and I really wanted to go. Lets see... I still haven't gone to find out how much my ticket is going to be. TMEA is in a week and a half! I am so excited, I really need a break from this place. Its the third week of school and I already have no desire to get up and go to class, and I wake up so late, in order to get to school on time I HAVE to drive, and then I get parking tickets. I have already gotten 3 this semester... who-hoo! Blah! I dropped Piano last week, I realized that I didn't have time for it, and there was no point in trying because I don't want the same thing that happened last semester to happen again.
We had our first SAI rush function last tuesday, we were going to go bowling, but there was something going on there, so we couldn't. We went to Applebees, and I had so much fun! All the girls were great. I am so excitied! Things in our chapter are getting to be sooo much better now! Ohhh! We now have webspace on the uta server.... no more banner ads... YAY! Its going to be a LONG process moving everything over. Right now its just mirrored on the geocities page. I am thinking about just completly re-doing the enitre page... but that would take even longer... I dunno... Well I must rush to Psychology!
