Monday, January 31, 2005

I Hate Corporate A-Holes!

Well I did drive all the way out to Grapevine today to go into work, but that didn't happen. I wasnt scheduled, but I needed to work (why else would I go?) but when I got there I was informed that the UpperCrust Big Wigs of Landrys were there... no beuno! I didnt have my belt on, my shirt had permanet ink stains on it, and I didnt have my retainer for my tounge ring in. I thought about it for awhile, wondering if they would notice, but I was like fuck that, I dont want to get fired today! I dont like my job, but that doesnt mean that I dont need it. I am going to get up tomorrow morning and try to go pick up, and if no one wants to go, Ill figure something out, find something to do until the afternoon. Because, well crap, I do need to work. I did get my W2 on Saturday so hopefully Ill get a decent amount of money for my tax return and that can take care of some of my money problems until later....
So what else is new you may ask? Not too much, I am lacking greatly in the motor skills department the last few days. When I went into Blockbuster last week I ran into the door, because unless I am the only person in the world who thinks this... most doors when you go in are PUSH... (am I correct here??) well I tried to push and obviously dumb ass me ran into the door that clearly states pull. The people there made fun of me for a little bit. When I was checking out, the guy was like you would have no idea how many people do that. And then theres the Cafe Brazil story with Mark that includes me spilling coffee everywhere... hey at least I can laugh at myself right? Thats what matters! :)
I talked to AJ online tonight for a little bit. I really do miss his friendship, I know hes busy and all, so I told him that when he can to give me a call because it really would be totally awesome to hang out with him! I kinda miss school, I never thought I would say that...
I really hope that tomorrow when I go in, the corporate people aren't going to be there. No fun. Especially if they are eating because I might end up waiting on them. But chances are since they were here today, they wont be back again tomorrow... or will they?????
Alrighty kids, not much else happening. Gute Nacht!

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Sleep is good.....The Randomness of My Weekend!

Sleep is good, too bad I haven't gotten much since Thursday night. Not that I am complaining or anything! So on Thursday (I believe it was) I was on AIM and like most people I have that link where you can find out whos been reading your profile and what not. Well I saw this screen name that looked vaugely (sp?) familiar. So of course I imed the person to figure out who it was. Well he finnally imed me back and it was this dude Mark, that I dated in November of 2003, and honestly had not thought about him since then. We went out a few times and that was that. Apparently (after talking to him the past few days) I freaked him out because I was like one of the first girls to ever show interest in him, plus I was his first kiss... and for some reason he kinda blew me off and there you go. So continuing on with the current story.... I talked to him for awhile on AIM on Thursday and then Friday I talked to him after he got home from work. We talked on the phone for like 3 hours (I love doing that with old friends!). So I finnally convinced him to come over at like 1:30 in the morning, and he lives kinda far away. He got here about 2:30ish and we hung out and what not. Didn't sleep, I'll be good and spare incredibly personal details.
So then I had to be at work yesterday at 9:30 but I got there a little after 9 because well as I said I didnt sleep so there was no point in after breakfast to go home and try not to sleep. Work was pretty decent. I did have some crappy people and some good ones.... you know, a normal day. **Keep in mind I havent slept since I woke up at almost 4pm on Friday** So I left work and came home took a shower all that fun stuff and Mark came over again. I wasnt sleepy, but my body was really tired. ~Funny Story: We went to Cafe Brazil about 9ish last night and I was so hungry because I had not eaten anything since bagels at 8 in the morning. We had chips and salsa, and that had to be the best damn chips and salsa ever! And I got chicken crepes, normal. Well i got a to go cup for my coffee and when I attempted to pour from the mug to the cup and went everywhere because I was not being intellegent enough to hold the cup while i poured. So there was coffee all over my pants, jacket, the table and what not. There was some in my chair between my legs, which if you have a decent imagination... yeah looked kinda funny. (end of funny story~ Well we went and drove around Richardson for awhile, stopped by wal mart and then went home. Well dumbass me didnt put my sheets in the dryer before we left for dinner but there was to fucking way I was about to stay awake for them to get dry. Way to tired, finnally got to sleep about 1am... And then 8am came way too fucking early.
I hate waking up to an alarm clock. I wish there was some other way to accomplish the difficult task of waking up on time, without an annyoing alarm clock. But theres no way in hell I would ever be on time to anything without it so I guess its a no win situation.
I must say that it was nice to sleep (actually sleep you dirty minded people) with someone last night. Damn, I'm in pain :o) hehe... ok kids I'll leave you with that!

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Friday, January 28, 2005

Obssessed Much?

Ok, so since I've started joining fanlistings 2 days ago, I am offically obssessed! I dont know how many are on here, and I'm afraid to count. Please forgive me for this! LOL

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Do you ever feel like?

Do you ever feel like you are wasting your life? I am so bored I sleep till the middle of the afternoon, unless I have to work. I hate not being in school and not having a real job where I spend 8 hours a day. I know it will get better, but god, I feel like I am just wasting everyday. I know I could go out and do stuff, but do I really want to? Not really. This is afterall, the first time in my life where I havent been to school and can only focus on work. But, alas, My work doesnt schedule me that much so here I am again.
on a different note...
I watched this really wierd movie called Secretary the other night. Very odd. Its about this girl (Maggie Gyllenhal) who was recently released from a mental instution and she wants to find a job. So she gets one for James Spader at his law office. Well things go well and then they start to explore sexual things together. Very, very odd.

I might go see a movie tonight, but I dont want to waste anymore money. I need to give jen as much money as I can by the 1st and then see what i can do from there. Anyways, my dinner is ready

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Thursday, January 27, 2005

fanlistings... Fanlistings.... FANLISTINGS!

hey guys! Sorry I havent updated in a few days, I have been working a lot and such. I got bored tonight and started joining fanlistings just for fun. Something to make my page unique I guess. Anyways, thats about all that is new...

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Monday, January 24, 2005

Here I am....

I don't know, Im in a really wierd mood right now. Mainly, I dont work tonight, but I really, really need to. So as soon as I finish this I'll probably go get ready for work and drive my happy little ass to Grapevine. Im sure someone will want to go home so I shouldnt have a problem there. Blah. I have been waking up so late here lately, its kinda insane if u ask me. Unless I work I wont get out of bed till way after 12, I also stay up really late but thats besides the point. Im just so freakin bored with not going to school and what not. Bah! Well I must depart, go get ready for work. Bye Kids
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Friday, January 21, 2005

Yippee!

We finnally have comcast hooked up in our apartment. Yay!
I also just got done moving every single post from my two old xanga accounts. Now the next thing to do is play with this a little and see what other cool things I can add and so on.

I dont want to work tomorrow morning, I need to go take a shower, but I think that will require way too much energy.

it feels really wierd not going to school this semester, kind of like there is something missing from my life. Duh, its school I know, but its more than that. Maybe learning something everyday, or finding new ways to fill my days. I dunno. I need to be finding a real job so that i have enough money to live and save up. I miss Arlington a little, its kinda wierd. I never thought I would say that. Its probably just because I know more people out in good ol' A-Town than I do in Plano/Richardson. I dont mind driving out to Arlington (hint to my friends out there).
Well i am going to run to the store before it gets to be too late and I dont feel like anymore
:)

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Movin over!

Hey guys! I got bored with Xanga, costs money to do anything cool, so I am going to see what I can do with this. Im in the process of moving all my old posts from both xanga accounts over here, so it will all be in one place. Yippee! If you want me to link your blog, leave me a comment and Ill do it! Love to all!

MAJOR CONGRATS TO DANIEL FOR MAKING IT INTO CAROLINA CROWN! *kisses*


Thursday, January 06, 2005

Boring Boring....

Ive been trying to find another job for the past few days, but no hope there , I guess my best bet will be to attempt talking to my GM about a transfer. Its not that I depise RFC, actually I enjoy my job and I enjoy making money and being able to take it home with me everyday, I just hate the people who come in and the shit I have to deal with on a daily basis. I think if I get into a new atmosphere, it will be a lot better. The only thing is I know the menu and drinks backwards and forwards, which comes with working somewhere for over a year. I dont want to go through the hell week of training at another restuarant. Plus taking the tests are never fun!
Grrrr
Im so bored of being bored.... If thats even possible. I feel alone most of the time, and I wont be able to register for school in the spring.... damn the housing policies of only have the lease in one persons name I still havent gone to CCCC to talk to them about not transferring just taking classes. I guess Ill do that on monday which will leave me a little over a week before the spring semester starts. I dont want to not go to school, but I dot know if that will work. I guess what I will have to do is tell them my situation and see what happens because I cant transfer because I have a transcript hold on my account, but I want to be able to take German 2 maybe I could ake a test or something... bah! My plan is to take German, History, Poli Sci, and some other core class that I need anyway. Hopefully by the fall I will have all the money cleared off of my account. If not then.... well I shouldnt worry about it now anyways.
Im also sick of being alone. I know this may sound retarded, but I am. I just want someone to be able to see and spend time with. Jens always gone which doesnt bother me because we would probably kill eachother if we saw eachother everday but yeah. But Im still alone in Plano all the time, so I come to my parents house just to get out of boring-world. I dont know, Im in a wierd mood right now. No more sob stories......
On a lighter note, I went cd shopping this weekend... I gotMorrissey - You are the QuarryModest Mouse - Good news for people who love bad newsA Perfect Ciricle - Thirteenth Step and eMotive

Well I guess thats enough for now kids! I hope your new year got off to a great start!

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