Happy New Years Eve!
I didn't have to work yesterday.... YAY!!!!! It was soo nice to have a good day off, I was bored, but thats okay. I went to lunch with Austin, we had fun. He gave me my Christmas present.... its a journal with the "Boys are Stupid throw Rocks at them" on the front and on the back it says "Remember to AIM" lol! That made me happy! Well lets see.... my new years plans... I work at 2:30 today, I can't find my black shoes so I hope they are at my apt in Arlington because if they aren't... yeah we got some problems. I could have sworn that I brought them home with me, but I guess not... oh well. I don't know what time we close tonight because there is this kids thing tonight, but I don't know how many people are going to have to stay for it, and it wasn't a voulenteer thing... so yeah, I have no idea. Austin wants me to come to his party... but I have to be at work tomorrow at 9:45 YUCKIES!!!!!! I am slightly pissed about that. Stupid work! So I don't know. If I do go to the party, I am not going to get trashed because well I have to work in the morning and I want to keep my job.... so yeah. When I am drving to work today I might call cathleen and see what she is doing tonight... and some other people. Ohhh cathleen could come with me to Austins good idea annie! LOL anyways, wow, its only 11 and I am already bored. I hate working in the middle of the day because it throws everything off. You don't have enough time to do something before work, but you need to do something or else you are insanely bored.... grrr! Last night Elizabeth and I were going to go to Houstons to visit Rob, but he wasnt there, so sad. Well since I am out of things to talk about, I must leave you now.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Time for a look back...
I can't believe it is almost January, where did the year go? So much has happened, and I have learned so much about myself this year.
Stuff I learned this year
1. All I ever need to be is myself
2. I have met some wonderful people
3. No matter how hard you try, sometimes you just can't get what you want
4. Just because you loose something, doesn't mean there is nothing you have gained
5. Harsh realities turn into wonderful memories once you are ready to let go, it just takes time
6. No matter how much you try to show someone something or teach them something, sometimes it just doesn't click
7. I am able to talk about AJ without getting upset every time
8. The best thing to do when you are hurting is to let go
9. Everyone has quirks
10. I am stronger than I think I am
11. Everything happens for a reason, and you can always learn something from it
12. Wonderful relationships are made when two people can laugh
13. Gay men are absolutely wonderful *kisses to Austin* *kisses to Justin*
14. Patience is a gift, everyone eventually receives it. I recieved it when I started teaching
15. If I sit down and make myself do something I can no matter what is. I had no clue I could do webdesign.
16. SAI is wonderful, all my sisters are amazing
17. I really miss Cathleen, Elizabeth, and Jen when we are away at school
18. Just because I lost AJ, doesn't mean I have lost my second mother or second grandparents
19. When you love someone the best thing you can do is let them do what they feel is needed, you won't get anywhere with pushing
20. Don't ever be afraid to ask or help
21. All families are messed up *thanks Cathleen*
22. I am addicted to AIM away messages, well I am addicted to AIM
23. Homestar Runner is the funniest website EVER!
24. Don't let people get under your skin, you are letting them win
25. Don't let other people influence your descisions, be your own person
26. Don't hesitate to express your true feelings, you never know when or if you will again
27. Everyone is wonderful, it just takes a moment to realize it
28. Men with dogs are sexy
29. I am still confused about what I want to do with my life, but thats okay, I know I am in the general area
30. Never ever lose sight of who you are
31. Tounge rings are fun
32. Smile during job interviews, it really makes you more comfortable
33. Open your eyes to the world, take everything in like it is the first and last time for everything
34. Show and tell people you are about them
35. Hug you friends
36. Don't get behind on cell phone bills
37. Open your heart
38. Take your own path
39. School might be rough, but get your ass out of bed for 8am classes, you will regret it later. On that note... NEVER procrastinate on a term paper for British Lit
40. I know my limits, I know what I can handle, I know what I can undergo without losing it
41. Sleep is very important
42. Make sure everyone knows you love them
43. Try to make people feel special to you
44. I need to focus more on school next semester, and all the semesters after thatand finnally
45. I am a good person, I am my own person, I am happy with myself, and no matter what I hear or and told otherwise, I am me, and thats how its going to stay. No one can take that away from me.
Thats a lot
Randomocity
So yeah, I have come to the conclusion once again that work sucks. After yesterday's 12 hour shift, I could barely even stand at work today. My feet felt like bricks, not able to bend and just absolutely horrible to stand up. I came home and used my foot bath... and ahhh, much needed relief. Jen and I need to win the lottery, that would make life so easy. They say that money can't buy happiness, but damn, it can get you pretty damn close! I don't work tomorrow... yay, but I do need the money, but there is no way in hell that I am going to that damn restuarant tomorrow. I made $31 tonight, and yes it was a Saturday night. I was in a really crappy bar section. Well all the bar sections are crappy, but I was in the worst one. Oh well, at least I wasn't that busy, I might not have been able to handle it.... well I am sure that I could have, but any-who...
Have you ever come to a point in your life when you aren't sure what you have been working towards for awhile (in my case the last year and a half at school) is really want you want to do. I love music, and I love teaching, but I don't know if I will be good at combing the two concepts together and being a band director. I love teaching people new things and showing them what can be done if you want it that bad, but I don't know if I want to make that my life. I thought that I had everything figured out in May. This is going to sound really dorky, but when I went to my High School band's concert in May, everything just clicked. The whole Spring semester I had been debating within myself what I wanted to do. Then at the concert everything just seemed to fit and I had it figured out. Well now I am back to not knowing again. Truthfully, I decided to do music education because that is the only thing I think I am good at. I didn't know what else I could do. I decided that my sophomore year of high school, which was about four and a half years ago. I don't know, I am just ranting. I am going to stick with music education, because I am sure that no matter what it is what I will come back to because it is what I have wanted, or thought I wanted, for so long. Gah, I don't know, I am just ranting about absolutely nothing.
At work, I meet some of the most amazing people, and I am not talking about a good amazing either. I don't understand why people (in my case customers) feel like they have to treat other people (in my case the servers and myself) like shit to make themselves feel better. Well I don't even know if it is making them feel better, I just don't understand why they have to do that. I try not to let people get to me, because if they knnow they have gotten under my skin, then they have succeeded. On Friday Allie had a 15 top and they treated her like crap. I don't want to sound racist, and I swear this is how everything went down. It was an all African-American table and Allie is white, well anyways, they were decent to her for the first few minutes, then they started pulling on her butt towels bitching at her to get them more *whatever they needed* but she hadn't even had time to go get it yet. They constantly bitched at her. Well the tab was about 250 bucks, and they wanted split checks, first off, I would not have done split checks for 15 people... Well the gratuity was added to the bill, and this one lady said she didn't want to pay it. So the manager had to take it off, but once she said something about it, everyone wanted it taken off. So now she knows she fucked because that a $45 grat that shes not going to get. Well 2 checks were walked, which was like $60. So yeah, now the poor girl is in the hole 60 bucks because these people didn't pay. I would have gone ballistic. Well Lee didn't take anything off for the messed up bills, but when it came time to check out she didn't have enough money, so Kristin did some fixing and Allie made 45 cents for a whole days work.... how much bull shit is that? Anyways, back to my orginal statement, like today these people ran me to death and were completely bitchy about everything... oh and they left me a 50 cent tip. Another thing that happened on Friday, this one girl (I can't remeber her name because it was the 2nd day that I have worked with her) well she waited on another African-American table, and shes white. Well she didn't do anything worng at all, but at the end they didn't leave her anything and they TOLD her "If you were black then you would have gotten something from us" how much bull shit is that?? People are so amazing its unreal. Ugh... well anyways, thats my rant for today....
Mood: Ready for a day off work, but I want to do something, I'm bored!
12.5 hour shifts make me tired!
WoWzErZ! I had to be at work at 9:30 this morning, and I got off at 9pm. I'm so tired. I just got up enough energy to get up and type. I still haven't taken a shower yet, because that would require standing for a long period of time, but if I end up doing something, then I guess I could get up and go take one. Man I'm pooped. I have to work at 3:30 tomorrow night, who-hoo! Blah! Today was interesting, the business came in spurts. My last table was a 19 top and I shared it with another server. I think I could have handled it myself, I mean at Spaghetti Warehouse, I had a 35 top to myself one night and they loved me. Oh well...
Christmas was alright, I spent a lot of time with my mom and I haven't done that in a LONG time. I went over to my brother's (where she lives) about 1 and we spent a lot of time talking about many different things. I feel really bad for her sometimes. I love her to death, and I care about her, but she needs to get up and do something. It just annoys me, but at the same time I feel bad because there is nothing that I can do about it, or do to help her. She has teeth problems, and she thinks that everyone in the world is looking at her teeth all the time. If I had enough money I would get her dentures because her self-confidence would shoot thru the roof, but of course I don't have that kind of money. I don't know, she worries about too many things too much. I try to tell her that no one is looking at her, or no one really cares, but she doesn't listen. I don't know what to do to help her anymore.
So I have decided that work sucks, and I need to win the lottery. But until then, work will continue to suck, but I still have to go. Well I must leave.
Mood: Whipped, Beat, Exhausted, anything in that category
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas to All!
Good afternoon, well yay, its Christmas, still doesn't feel like it tho. Oh well. Becuase my brother had to work today, I celebrated with my dad and Nancy last night. Lets see... I got some cookware, including a springform pan so I can make more yummy cheesecake :) (much needed THANKS) and this water sound pretty noise making thing... I dont know what its called (THANKS). I am going over to my Mom and brother David's later on today. She told me to be there at 6, but I am sure she won't mind if I come early, I will probably be bored over here anyways. Well I spent the whole day with my brother yesterday, thats excitied *note sarcasm* oh well. I got some new khakis for work, they are much more comfortable than the other ones I had, plus they aren't pleated so they don't look funny... yay! Cat and I went looking for some Christmas lights last night, but again we wern't successful. I was trying to find this neighboorhood in Garland that does different themes on every street, but we couldn't find it, we drove up and down the same street like a million times. I filled up my gas tank yesterday morning, its already half gone, and I have drived 150 miles... damn thats a lot for one day! Oh well, good thing I will make money tomorrow at work I went to Rob's on Tuesday night/Wedensday morning, we watched A Christmas Story. I feel like I am the only one in my family who actually enjoys that movie, it was on tv yesterday and my dad and brother both flipped out. Oh well... not much else going on in my life... I have time to waste so heres another survey... I know you all love me! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Mood: Happy
Stolen from Angela's site
1. what time is it? 12: 32 pm
2. name as it appears on birth certificate? Anne Margaret Lamberti
3. what are you listening to right now? People talking
4. nickname? Annie, Fannie, Perma-grin, Annie-Fannie, Red (when my hair is dyed), some other ones that I really don't wanna put up here...
5. number of candles on your last birthday cake?I didn't have a cake at my last birthday, but it would have been 19
7: pets? none, but I want a puppy so bad
8. natural hair color? brown
9. what is the first thing you do in the morning? hit the snooze button, but if you mean when I roll out of bed... brush my teeth, I hate morning breath or that filmy taste
10. eye color: hazle
11. how much do you love your job on a scale of 1 to 10? Waiting tables: 8(ish) because of good days and bad days. Teaching clarinet: 9, the only problem I have is they don't practice.
12. birth place: Plano, TX
13. current residence: Apartment with Meredith in Arlington
14. favorite food: Italian, but really I like pretty much anything
15. been to Africa? nope
16. been toilet papering? never
17. love someone so much it made you cry? Ohhh yes
18. been in a car accident? yup, but I was never driving
19. ice cream - cone or dish? cup
20. favorite day of the week? Friday
21. favorite word or phrase? "Let me tell you" I say that a lot when stupid stuff happens
22. favorite restaurant: Hmmm... my absolute favorite... thats a hard one... If you want to say somewhere I go most often, that would be Fridays or Joes Crab Shack, but favorite... man... I don't know
23. favorite flower: Iris, rose, and dasies
24. favorite sport to play: Marching band... LOL
25. favorite drink: Screwdrivers....mmmm or Dr Pepper
26. do you think its okay to talk out loud to yourself while shopping
in the supermarket? I talk to myself all the time
27. favorite fast food restaurant: Steak-n-Shake
29. what color is your bedroom carpet? brownish white...?
30. how many times did you fail your drivers test? Passed on the first try...go me!
31. besides this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? this was not an email...but the last email I got was some junk mail about enlarging my member *looks down* but I don't have a member
32. which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Woodwind and Brasswind (im such a band dork )
33. what do you do most often when you are bored? AIM, Xanga, call people, watch TLC
34. most annoying thing people ask/tell me: Because of where I work, there are too many to list
35. bedtime: sometime between 11 and 2am usually (this only applies during school)
36. who will respond to this email the quickest? no one, i'm putting it on xanga
37. who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? GAH!
38. favorite tv show: BBC Coupling, Will & Grace, Simpsons
39. last person you went out to dinner with: Catherine and I went to Fridays Monday night
40. ford or Chevy: Chevy, come on my baby Melvin and Chevy
41. Time you finished this xanga post: 12:48Merry Christmas to All!
Good afternoon, well yay, its Christmas, still doesn't feel like it tho. Oh well. Becuase my brother had to work today, I celebrated with my dad and Nancy last night. Lets see... I got some cookware, including a springform pan so I can make more yummy cheesecake :) (much needed THANKS) and this water sound pretty noise making thing... I dont know what its called (THANKS). I am going over to my Mom and brother David's later on today. She told me to be there at 6, but I am sure she won't mind if I come early, I will probably be bored over here anyways. Well I spent the whole day with my brother yesterday, thats excitied *note sarcasm* oh well. I got some new khakis for work, they are much more comfortable than the other ones I had, plus they aren't pleated so they don't look funny... yay! Cat and I went looking for some Christmas lights last night, but again we wern't successful. I was trying to find this neighboorhood in Garland that does different themes on every street, but we couldn't find it, we drove up and down the same street like a million times. I filled up my gas tank yesterday morning, its already half gone, and I have drived 150 miles... damn thats a lot for one day! Oh well, good thing I will make money tomorrow at work I went to Rob's on Tuesday night/Wedensday morning, we watched A Christmas Story. I feel like I am the only one in my family who actually enjoys that movie, it was on tv yesterday and my dad and brother both flipped out. Oh well... not much else going on in my life... I have time to waste so heres another survey... I know you all love me! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Mood: Happy
Stolen from Angela's site
1. what time is it? 12: 32 pm
2. name as it appears on birth certificate? Anne Margaret Lamberti
3. what are you listening to right now? People talking
4. nickname? Annie, Fannie, Perma-grin, Annie-Fannie, Red (when my hair is dyed), some other ones that I really don't wanna put up here...
5. number of candles on your last birthday cake?I didn't have a cake at my last birthday, but it would have been 19
7: pets? none, but I want a puppy so bad
8. natural hair color? brown
9. what is the first thing you do in the morning? hit the snooze button, but if you mean when I roll out of bed... brush my teeth, I hate morning breath or that filmy taste
10. eye color: hazle
11. how much do you love your job on a scale of 1 to 10? Waiting tables: 8(ish) because of good days and bad days. Teaching clarinet: 9, the only problem I have is they don't practice.
12. birth place: Plano, TX
13. current residence: Apartment with Meredith in Arlington
14. favorite food: Italian, but really I like pretty much anything
15. been to Africa? nope
16. been toilet papering? never
17. love someone so much it made you cry? Ohhh yes
18. been in a car accident? yup, but I was never driving
19. ice cream - cone or dish? cup
20. favorite day of the week? Friday
21. favorite word or phrase? "Let me tell you" I say that a lot when stupid stuff happens
22. favorite restaurant: Hmmm... my absolute favorite... thats a hard one... If you want to say somewhere I go most often, that would be Fridays or Joes Crab Shack, but favorite... man... I don't know
23. favorite flower: Iris, rose, and dasies
24. favorite sport to play: Marching band... LOL
25. favorite drink: Screwdrivers....mmmm or Dr Pepper
26. do you think its okay to talk out loud to yourself while shopping
in the supermarket? I talk to myself all the time
27. favorite fast food restaurant: Steak-n-Shake
29. what color is your bedroom carpet? brownish white...?
30. how many times did you fail your drivers test? Passed on the first try...go me!
31. besides this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? this was not an email...but the last email I got was some junk mail about enlarging my member *looks down* but I don't have a member
32. which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Woodwind and Brasswind (im such a band dork )
33. what do you do most often when you are bored? AIM, Xanga, call people, watch TLC
34. most annoying thing people ask/tell me: Because of where I work, there are too many to list
35. bedtime: sometime between 11 and 2am usually (this only applies during school)
36. who will respond to this email the quickest? no one, i'm putting it on xanga
37. who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? GAH!
38. favorite tv show: BBC Coupling, Will & Grace, Simpsons
39. last person you went out to dinner with: Catherine and I went to Fridays Monday night
40. ford or Chevy: Chevy, come on my baby Melvin and Chevy
41. Time you finished this xanga post: 12:48
Pigs Can Fly... Who Knew?!
Grrr, blah, pooh, bleh, ugh. Yeah so I just got back from getting my oil changed (finally) and the guy told me all these things that were wrong with my car. I got the car from carmax back in August, and you know apparently carmax doesn't sell cars that have problems. Well yeah, someone put the wrong coolant in my car so now its getting all clumpy which causes all these problems (forgive me, I don't know shit about cars), the fuel filter has NEVER been changed and my car is a 98 Malibu, ummm... The cooling system needs to be flushed out. When I get my payments straight with Carmax I am going to go up there and bitch because I did get a year warranty for a reason Anyways... had to get that out...
I went to AJ's Mom's and Grandparents today, spent some time with all of them. It was fun. I got a purrty jewelry box from his mom (which I needed THANK YOU), and a foot soak thing from his grandparents (I am looking forward to that THANK YOU). His mom and grandparents are wonderful people. I am happy I don't have to feel wierd about spending time with them even tho we are broken up. But that would be really shitty if something was wrong with that. I mean damn, AJ and I were together for 3 years, what do you expect. I still can't believe its almost Christmas, its nuts... if I ever wore shorts, I could right now. Stupid Texas! Stupid weather! I want to live up North so I can actually see snow on Christmas, at least once. Well I remember one year we had Christmas sleet, but thats now SNOW!
Oh lordy, Austin, all I have to say is wow... I love ya, and pigs CAN now fly If you don't know, then don't ask....
I want to do something, but I am soo poor right now. I wanna just go to the mall and walk around, but that would be absolutley insane. I need new khakis for work before one of the managers notice that mine have patch pockets....oh no! But knowing me, I will push it as long as I can. Love to All!
Grrrness!
Well... hrmmm... that about describes today. I worked a double, starting at 11:30... it was HELLA busy today! It was liek Saturday afternoon busy. I was in a 3 table section, with one section split out so I had 4 tables. But I was also picking up tables in another close by section. At one point today I had 8 tables, I was going to loose it. But I am still in one piece... but I don't know how. I had this one table that ran me to death, I was going to go off, but I was too busy to. When I did my checkout I noticed that on the bottom of one of the credit card recepits, the person wrote "horrible service!" however, I have no idea what table that was, and I don't know what these people must consider good service if what I gave them was bad... wtf. I felt like I was going to die, I had so many things to do all at once. I made good money today tho. But alas, the evening shift was slow as all hell. Oh well, whatcha going to do.
I got off work and I came back to my apt and this incredibly loud horn sound wouldn;t stop. Meredith and I decided that it was someone's car horn that was stuck. Thank god that when I got back home tonight it was stopped. I went to dinner with Catherine at Fridays in Addison, it was yummy. After that we went looking for Christmas lights, but people suck, we didn't find any. So we pretty much just ended up driving around Highland Park area for a little over an hour before we gave up. Thats about it. I need something to do.... grrrr
Mood: a bit bummed, I feel kinda lonely
Workity Work Work Work!
Hmmm... today has royally sucked. I haven't been in the best of moods today. At work I just didnt give a damn about much of anything. I made 23 bucks on a saturday afternoon, but truth be told.... no one made much money today. My first table: they had already ordered and the kids got scared. So they wanted me to go cancel the order and they paid for their drinks, which was like 4 bucks. I think I got a 9 cent tip...ohhh *rolls eyes* at that point I was like wow... today is going to suck. Lets see... then a few tables later these people sat down. It was a family of 5... well... hrmm... *stupid people* I cant freaking stand it when people HAVE to talk on their phones all the time. #1... what is the point of taking your family out to eat if you are going to sit on your phone the whole freaking time?! #2, is it that hard to put the phone down for a second and order your damn food? I mean seriously. I had gone around the whole table and the lady was the only one who had not ordered yet. So I get to her and I asked what she would like and she just holds her finger up at me. I was like wtf... excuse me. So I patiently waited for a min or so and then her husband asked her what she wanted. She just sat there talking on her phone while I waited standing next to her. Stupid bitch.... so then he tells me to come back. So you want me to come back...alright... so I go away for a few minutes... take care of some other things and then come back. *note... shes stillon the phone* I asked her if she had decided... she holds her finger up again... by now I just want to take the damn phone from her hand and shove it somewhere... Then her husband has the balls to tell me to go ahead and put in the rest of the order. Like F*** no! Thats a pain the butt! The food would then come out seperately, and I am sure she would find some way to tell me that was my fault. So i continues to wait. Then apparently they pulled over Lee (a manager) and asked for a different waitress because I was not being considerate enough. So then Lee comes up to me and hes like I am going to transfer this table over to Bridget... I am like thank god.... Everytime I walked by after that I got evil looks from these people. BTW, the lady remained on her phone throughout the whole meal. I never asked Bridget what she made off that table... I am curious. I knew that I was probably going to get stiffed which ya know, just screws you over more, so it was better that way. After that I was like you know what... I just dont care today. I didn't give anyone superior service. Well I felt like crap too... I love waiting tables :) Well I really do when I feel good and then the stupied people are easier to deal with...
Ahhh.... I feel better now :) So one of the guys at work his having the First Annual RFC "Beer-Mas" party tonight. I could go... but I really don't want to see all the crazy people I work with drunk off their asses... that would not be too exicting. I don't know why, but I feel odd tonight. I guess kinda lonely if you will. I met up with Jen and Cathleen at the mall, but for some reason, I felt odd, and out place. then Dylan met us there and we went to dinner, I still felt awkward. I was all happy to get to see everyone, but it just feels wierd. It was probably because theres someone else that I really want to see and its driving me mad that I cant :( *me sad* I dont know...if you haven't realized it yet... I'm just a tad bit odd....
Omg another crazy thing happened at work today. I was talking to one of the Tour Guides, Daniel, he asked me about Austin, because Austin came to visit last night. Well I asked how he knew him and he said they were in All Region together in HS. Well I knew Austin was in the same region as AJ.... and he had previously mentioned that he played horn. So my first question was did he know AJ. And he said yes... and I openly said oh well hes my ex boyfriend of 3 years. It came out every easy... it was wierd. that was liek the first time that it didn't even phase me at all. I was like "oh hes my ex" thats all there was to it, that simple. I have never done that before. I am very proud of myself. I know I don't want him back, but I do still care a lot about him... it was nice to be able to say that without feeling bad in some way. Its very cleansing if you will. Now, I apologize if you don't know the whole AJ story, but trust me... this was a good thing. Well I think I will stop for today, I hope you enjoyed my story about work, because I sure did :) Until next time :o)
Sleepless nights
Ahhh! I am going nuts. I woke up at least every 1/2 hour last night. I can't stand this. I don't know, I think that I may not be able to get comfortable, or because I have been sick...or who knows, maybe I am just restless. I finnaly gave up at 4:30 and watched info-mercials until the today show came on. And I was in and out during that. I NEED to make a butt load of money at work tonight... *crosses fingers* maybe it will be busy because it is the last friday before christmas... hopefully. I was only scheduled one shift next week. And that is the monday AFTER christmas, im like wtf is going on. Thsi week I had a bazillion shifts and next week..boom nothing. I put a not on the board telling people that I wanted to pick up, btu if no one calls, I can always go in and try to pick up some shifts. *Rolls eyes* stupid managers. I am so very excited... On Sunday night, Jen, Liz, Cathleen, and I are all going out to dinner. Hopefully if Austin is free he can come too, and anyone else I can get ahold of before then :) I'm so excitied. I love seeing my friends that I haven't seen a long time, but who doesn't
Hmmm lets see what shall I rant about today.... Why do people think so lowly of themselves. I mean the most gorgeous people think they are unnattractive or plain. I actually don't find the standard "attractive" or "beautiful" people all that wonderful. I don't know maybe I am wierd or something. I think people becaome more beautiful the more you learn about them and little oddities are what make them beautiful. People complain because their nose is crooked or their fingers are wierd. But this is what people love, no one is perfect, not even the models on magazine covers. Thats why air brushing was invinted.
OMG.... I can't find our cordless phone and its driving me absolutley insane. The battery is dead so i cant page it or call it...grrr... I startted cleaning my room... well I moved stuff around in attempts to find it. I was not successful. Plus its the phone with caller id so yeah...grrr
Until next time :)
Survey
So i got sent home from work and now I have nothing to do...yay fun. I really want to go out, maybe Austin and I will go look at Christmas lights later...but Id rather do something with someone else.... :) .... no offense Austin *mwah* So for now I leave you with this survey :)
name : Anne Margaret Lamberti
siblings: 2 older brothers: Jeff- 21 David- 33
hair color: red
eye color: hazle
height: 5'6
been in love: very much
eaten an entire box of oreos: I cant say that I have...
been on stage: Yeah... many times, its called band.
dyed your hair: of course!
ran around naked in front of people: no, haha
choked in front of people on your own spit or drink: all the time
loved someone so much that it made you cry: yup
last talked to : Austin
x THiS/THAT x
cold / hot: COLD
blue / red: blue
rain / snow: rain
give / receive: give
wool / cotton: cotton
rose / daisy: depends
private school / public school: public
chocolate milk / plain milk: chocolate milk.
celsius / fahrenheit: F
spring / fall: fall
history / science: science more than history
math / english: niether
country / rock: rock
coke / pepsi: dr pepper
cherry coke / vanilla coke: cherry coke
sprite / 7up: sprite
love / lust: both
sleep / eat: sleep
x OPPOSiTE SEX x
do you like someone right now: yup
do they know: I dont know...probably
what do you look for in the opposite sex: A great smile, a kind heart, wonderful eyes, undertands my quirks, loves animals, isnt afraid to express themselves.
do you think you could see yourself marrying this person you like: not right now...thats crazy
boyfriend/girlfriend: single
x WiTHiN THE LAST 24 HOURS x
had a serious talk: no.
hugged someone: no
missed someone: yeah
gotten along with your parents: sorta
fought with a friend: no.
cried: no
felt empty: yeah
x DO YOU LiKE TO x
give hugs: always
give back rubs: yeah
take walks in the rain: wonderful
go to the beach: havent been in forever, but yeah
play in the snow: who doesnt?
stay up all night talking to friends: of course!
work out: yeah
talk on the phone: yup
do freaky things: ohhh yes
be wild: see above
x HAVE YOU EVER x
been to a concert: yeah
been out of state: i love to travel, when I can
broken a bone: never.
ran a marathon: ha!
met a famous person: when I was younger
bought something and then sold it: yeah
stole from someone or somewhere: um....
stalked someone: oh lordy!
x LOVE x
single or taken: single
if you were gonna go out with anyone, who would it be: ;)
had an online relationship: umm alright...next question
x EXTRAS x
what really makes you mad: People who only think about themselves, People who aren't real, the girls on the MTV's Rich Girls, people who walk incredibly slow, People who tell me they are ready to order then take at least 5 more mintues to decide, being bored as hell, being sick, low gas mileage in the city...wow I need to stop, Im bitter
what is your earliest memory: Waiting for my dad to come home one night...I was about 4, the next is my parents divorce when I was 5
x NOW x
where are you: Meredith's room
are you wearing any jewlery: earrings
when was the last time you showered: before work
what color pants do you have on right now: green pj pants
what song are you listening to right now: nada
what is the last thing you said: "ttyl love ya hun" to Austin on the phone
what is your computer desk madeate: what?
what would you really want to be doing right now: anything, I really want to go to a movie.
if you were a crayon, what color would you be: my own color
who would u like to spend the rest of your life: dont know yet.
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Well wasnt that fun...until next time :o)
Madness!!!
Hey guys! Well it has been a rather intresting day I guess you could say. I woke up at 9, I am having all sorts of problems sleeping late now. During school I couldn't get up for the life of me and now I'm awake at 8:30 or 9 every day. Anyways :) I have to go to work tonight, I am kind of looking forward to it. I had a nice break from work because I have been sick so I haven't worked since Saturday. Hopefully a cool manager will be there tonight so time will fly by. I can't believe Christmas is so close this is madness!! I'm so excited that all my friends from high school are going to be back in town. I am trying to get everyone together on Sunday night and have some of my friends from school come too. That would just be the funnest thing. Sorry I get easily sidetracked. I was watching Rich Girls on mTV just now...thats the most horrible thing I have ever seen on television. This stupid girl was walking around whole foods asking the people what kind of cheese she needs to put on Nachos and she was freaking out because there was no food in the refrigerator...but there was a ton. There was more food in there that Meredith and I have ever had. Sorry, people like that tend to piss me off...
Okay new subject... I am so happy, I finnaly got around to washing my car today. It was aboslutely disgusting! It took my 20 mins, and I am not joking. Plus I cleaned out the inside and vaccumed it with a dust buster. Its so nice to have a clean car again. Tomorrow I must tackle my room... it is sad when you have to step over things to get to your bed. I don't really have a walk way anymore...kinda depressing. Its not like I am a dirty person, I just get lazy with putting away clothes. Actually the ones all over the floor are clean, all the dirty clothes are in the closet. Kinda backwards isn't it?
I am so excited about the spring semester, especially because of SAI. We have a lot more girls now so we can start doing things for the community as well as the music program. Its easier to get noticed when you have more people, plus not just one person has to do all the work all the time. I love it tho :) Well I think that I have rambled enough for today, I need to go be lazt for a few more minutes before taking a shower and going to work :o)
Im no longer a blog virgin!
Well since this is my first post, this might not go smoothly. I came home to Richardson today to visit my friend Jen, but she is still really sick so now I have transferred my boredom from Arlington to Richardson. I just got over being incredibly ill. These past few days have been really boring. I haven't done much except sit on my couch and watch TLC. Meredith and I got an on campus apartment...we are incredibly excitied. It should make 8:30 ear training easier to get to...however, the key word there is "should". I am looking forward to next semester. I am taking a lot of interesting classes...Social Psychology, for my social class credit. Apparently the teacher that I will have is incredibly awesome. This fall semester ended pretty bad, I didnt do too well on my finals and a lot of my grades were not what I wanted. I got hit pretty hard with a lot of things at once in the middle of the semester and it took a lot to recover. I am a TON better now, but man.... it was rough there for awhile. I want to get started on next semester so I can fix what I messed up this semester, get my grades back up and everything else. Work is going well... because more people are shopping and spending money now... that means that I should make a lot of money this weekend...yay... that will make life a lot easier. So I thik that wraps up my ramblings for today.... until next time :)
