Have I mentioned lately that I love AJ?
Been awhile since my last update... Im still alive.
I love AJ
ok so now.... Mer just got back in town tonight, I missed her, Im glad she is back. Not a whole lot has happened since my last update... AJ took me to the Dr Pepper Museum on Thursday for my bday, that was fun. Then we went to dinner at Fridays with Angela and William. Oh yeah, AJ had to talk to Sam because he had mail over there so he had to go get it and she had convinced him to talk to her, but I couldnt come with him, but he took my car and dropped my off at Barnes and Noble because I didnt want his car to end up stalling when he was over there. Well he dropped me at BN and went to get his stuff. He came back awhile later and he seemed really upset. She tried to kiss him, how freaking immature can you get. That really pissed me off. I wasnt mad at him for any reason but her.... yeah. In all actuallality it doesnt matter because he didnt kiss her, her lips didnt even touch his, plus he loves me, and kisses me a million times a day... so yeah. I have tomorrow off work and then I dont have another day off until Tuesday.... who-hoo!
I love AJ
Yup, another one
From Colleen's Xanga
Name: Anne Margaret Lamberti
Nickname: Annie, Fannie, Annie Bannanie, Permagrin
Age: 19, 20 on Tuesday!
Height: 5'6''
EyeColor: some kinda greenish brown
HairColor: Dark Brown right now
SkinColor: Lightly Tanned??
Nationality: Mostly Italian, some Norewegian, Im a mutt
Town u live in: A-Town, or Alrington
Do you work: Rainforest Cafe, and Clarinet lessons in Azle
Are you Single/Taken/Married?: Very Taken, by AJ
School: UT Arlington, but I am done for the semester! Gott Sie Dank!
State/Country: Arlington, Texas
Grade: Im done with my Sophomore year! Yay!
Fav. Subjects: Music, most days
Fav. Sports: Marching Band is a sport.... however, Im not particuallry fond of standing in an oven for 2 hours a day
Least Fav. Sports: Im not fond of Soccer, but Ill watch it
Hobbies: Clarinet, web design... when I have time, AIM, ummm I just do stuff... .video games, when its possible
Fav. Movies: Empire Records, Lady and the Tramp
Anime: Ive watched some, but I dont remeber what it was
Any Sisters: No biological sisters, but all my SAI girls are my sisters!
Any Brothers: 2Name(s) and Age(s): Jeff- 21, David 34
Any Pets: AJs mom's dog- woot and AJ & Is Guinea Pig, that we had to give away, but hes still my baby- Buster
Pieces of clothing: Favs? Flip flops and my black skirt with the roses on the side
Numbers: 13
Drinks: DP, H2O, Chocolate Milk, Lemonade, Shiner, Smirnoff Twisted Raspberry, mmm Vodka
Kind of dog: St Bernards!Rappers: Nein
Commercials: The cottonellse commercials with the puppy!
Fav Actor: Russel Crowe and Ewan McGregor
Fav Actress: Nicole Kidman, Kate Hudson
Restaurant(s): Fridays because I go there so much, but I love Macaroni Grill
Candy: Dots, Sweedish Fish, M&Ms
Ice Cream: Amaretto with choclate sprinkles from Marble Slab, Starbucks Java Chip....mmmm
Day of the Week: Friday
Holidays: I love Easter
Cars: Jetta or a Passat
Dyed your hair? Yup
Flunked A Grade: nope
Been In Love: Yeah, I feel in love when I was 16, and I am still there
Gotten Drunk?: yup
Smoked? Oh god no!
Whos your current crush?: AJ.... hehe
Who makes you smile the most?: Same as above
What do you like in a guy? Someone I can laugh with, Beautiful eyes, Intellegence, a good kisser is a must, someone I am incredibly comfortable with
What is your dream date? Anything where I am happy
1. Go into your Xanga's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post...or the closest one
3. Find the 5th sentence and post it with these directions.
" No she tells Rayanna and I hear it from Rayanna." lol, i remeber that day
I love AJ
AJ + Annie = HAPPY
I told AJ that I loved him last night.... and his response I do love you. Wow.... I was talking to Mer today and I couldnt stop smiling. I feel right again. I told AJ that he could stay with me, but he wanted me to ask Mer and make sure that it was okay with her. We went to Saltgrass for lunch today and I mentioned it to her and she said it was perfectly fine. I mean hes going to help pay rent and all which will help Mer and I. Plus I really dont want him to leave.
I cant believe that I am finally done with this semester, it really didnt hit me until today.... I know that I didnt do that well but all that matters to me right now is the fact that I am finished! Yay!
Tomorrow AJ and I are going to Booker T so he can see all of his old teachers and maybe some people who are still around. So that will be fun.
Life is Wunderbar, and fucking wierd!
Oh wow how life changes. I called Donna on Saturday night when I got off work to talk to her. Well I was telling her all of my problems and she had told me that AJ and Sam had split up. I was floored, and I knew that he would probably need a place to stay this week because of finals and stuff and/or until he can gets his own apartment. I told his mom to let him know that he could stay with me and stuff.... and I had mentioned why dont they come to RFC for lunch on Sunday.... and well they did It was kind of awkawrd at first, but it got much better! I got them 50% off of course because they are pretty much family anyways... I spent a lot of time talking to them, I didnt want them to leave either. Aj had told me that they split up and I asked if he was okay and he said yes. Then I said that he could come stay with me, and he said okay. So yeah, right now I am sitting in my living room on his computer while he is sitting accross from me doing his take home final! Wow... if someone would have told me a week ago that this would happen, I would not have believed them. I am so happy right now... It all just fits.... I cant explain it. And I know that everyone is going to be like what the fuck is wrong with you two. But as Dr Hunt and Mer said... you arent doing this for everyone else, do what makes you happy... and we are! I missed him so much... I missed how he made me smile and laugh all the time. I could go on about this for hours... but I wont.
I am done with all my finals. I took Music Lit today and it was actually quite easy.... I had listened to the pieces for about an hour before the exam and AJ was giving me ideas on how to remember all the things... As I said, it went well. Yesterday I had theory, percussion and my barrier. Theory wasnt that bad, I was just really tired so I couldnt remeber a lot of easy shit. Percussion was probably the best test I have taken this semester. And my barrier... oh lord. I was fine when I was rehearsing with Toni, my accompainist. But when I started playing, high notes werent coming out of my instrument, plus my bottom jaw was shaking because I was getting really upset with my clarinet. I was about to cry. So my pieces were good.... on the parts that came out but a lot of the 1st movement is high fast stuff. And well it wouldnt come out..... Dr Jessup said she knew that something was wrong but she couldnt stop me. My scales were fine, I had to replay one... I got G, F#, E, C#.... I was hoping for all sharps and I got it. I hate Flat minors! And I didnt get any! Yay. Then the verbal was easy.... Dr Jessup talked to me afterward and just said that I had to play 2 pieces for my jury in the fall and everything will be okay. So yeah...
Ok back to AJ for awhile.... I missed him so much. I missed talking to him more than anything. He told me that whenever we went to Fridays. And when he was at RFC he was like theres so much that I want to talk to you about. So yeah when we were at Fridays I had asked him if he was really okay and he said yes...and he said something and I was like thats okay... and I put my hand on his and he wouldnt let go. I have smiled so much since Sunday night. I know that he needs his own place, and I dont think he feels like he is being a burden, although he had mentioned something about it and I told him he wasnt.... Honestly, I really dont want him to leave, I love him being here.... it all feels right. I want to get things right this time, I dont want to get this fucked up again. I missed him way too much. I know we are supposed to be together, we wouldnt keep coming back to eachother if it wasnt meant to happen.... I cant stop saying how much I have missed him. I am sitting her watching him do his exam and all I can think about is how different my life was even 3 days ago and how much happier I am with him sitting here studying at my apartment....
HILFE!
i am personally done with school this semester, I really dont give a crap this semester. Blah. So yeah, I just emailed my aunt asking if I could borrow $3,000 because of yeah, mostly my stupidity with money. I hope she can help me, because I really need that money by the 12th or we get kicked out of our apartment. So we went to Michael's last night for a cinco de mayo party and stuff happened, and I think mer is mad at me because I said she should feel bad about what she did. Because she was in the kitchen making lunch and she said something to the extent of.... I feel bad should I? And I just said yes, yes I would. And then after that, a few minutes later she got her stuff and I was like are you okay, and she was like yeah, I am going home for a little while. I hope I didnt offend her, but sje already felt bad.... was I supposed to say no and just be nice, even tho I would be lying? Blah! Im missing the last day of music lit right now, and I really dont care.... i had to email my aunt so yeah. Blah! I am so sick of school, I am ready to be done and have a break! Seriously! I miss cathleen... shes not coming home for the whole summer, and I miss her. Wow how fucked things are right now.....
