A One-Sided View

Fucking Retards!

Hey guys, yup, Im still here. I am so tired of being treated like crap at my work. Its like what the fuck do you want out of me? I work 12 hours every Saturday for you guys, you put me in shitty ass sections every Saturday I work! Are they punishing me for something that I dont know about? Did I do something terribly wrong? NO! They never have comps or voids from me, unless I just totally forgot something which is rare, or something happens that isnt my fault.... the steak is too done.... some other dumb server dropped an entire tray of drinks right next to my table... see not my fault! Do they not realize that I am here to make money.... oh no thats right... Im there like some of the other shit heads that work there and dont need shit, their parents pay for everything... oh and thats right... they get put ingreat sections, while Im over here trying to get a tab above 20 bucks! Oh and, may I dare mention food runners. Since when do you have to be an expo to run food. If only expos can run food.... then why the hell am I giving them my money? I dont want to be an expo, I dont want to waste my time and work for free! If I tip out the food runners on average 30 bucks on a saturday.... and I am never going to see this money come back to me what the hell am I doing it for. When I first started there, I was told, yeah everyone gets food running shifts, that way the money all comes back to you. In a year i have had 3 food running shifts. That doesnt make up for all this money I keep shelling out every weekend. And these bitches have the right to tell me that I am not giving them enough money.... Oh theres two of you... my sales are $500.... well there are 2 bartenders and hell... 6 busers, do I have to give each of them $5. Since when is that far. Oh and... why the hell should I be forced to run food, when I have better things to do that stand there and wait while the slow ass expo takes forever to get the tickets ready. I got shit I need to do, oh but yeah, I am going to be late to my tables make them wait for stuff they shouldnt even have to wait for.... because I am running food, which I am giving someone money to be doing? What the fuck sense does that make!
Okay so now that thats out of my system. It seems a lot shorter when I am just talking to someone....
School is going well. However, I feel like I have never had to do so much work for any of my classes before. I need to work tomorrow but i have a lot of work I need to get done... Lingustics is amazing, I absolutely love it! It makes me think of things that I have never even thought about before... Question for you guys.... If someone had never heard speech, or any language at all, therefore there would be no words to convey a concept or idea right? Then would the idea ever exist...?

We talked about this on Thursday in class. AJ just called, my spirits got lifted like 100 feet. Its wierd how things like that happen... he was gone all weekend to Lufkin, I havent talked to him since Thursday night, and I was really bitchy because of this SAI rush function that didnt happen... AGAIN... and I just talked to him, and nothing was wrong... I thought he would still be upset that I was bitchy... and yeah.... I dunno. Maybe Im just fucked up....

posted by Annie @ 9:19 PM